my ideal lover

today is my 20th birthday. i am definitely 20! how time flies!
But i don't want to be old so quickly. a lot of dreams are waiting for me to complete.
i want to find one person who can understand me. he can share my happiness as well as sorrowness. what i am pursuing is true love, although it's hard to find in this world now. i 'd rather be alone than stay with one on impulse. that 's my principle.
in my imagination, he should have brown eyes, long eyelash, sexy lips,slim figure. always showing affectionate smiles to me . whenever i raise my head, i could see him looking at me tenderly. sometimes we just hold hands, and say nothing. all words are unnecessary. maybe we known each other well in previous life. we waited for one century!
i would be glad to do everything for him, even cost my life i won't regret. wash clothes ,cook for him, care for him. i want to have his children . everyday look at them growing.
i know this is only a dream. maybe it will come true. who knows?